my heads spinning
everythings becoming irritating
i really cant find my way
or what the hack im thinking

what am i going for
after all these one year plus
how long can i hold on more
how long will it last

you told me off
so easily maybe without realising
it made my heart sank
but i know your not joking

its not with me whom you want to be
its not me who can keep you happy
but all i want you to do
is to feel my sincerity

i never expect for a reply
i dont expect for a karma(good way)
whatever i do is all just for you
even though without doing anything also i kena

i hope even though if you dont want ANYTHING t do with it
you would allow me to enjoy these time left with you
even though thats not what youve been doing
but whatever i try to do
it still come back to you.


im thinking of myself.
has she ever felt touched?
has she ever gone,"oh so sweet."
has she ever find my words assuring?
anything.
doubt it anyway.
stupid,
fee your such a loser.

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