yo peeps.
just woke up.
my gosh.
yesterday i was like super super tired.
reach home straight away SLEEP.
tiring okaye at batam.
buay tahan.
shop shop shop.
actually i only shop for handphone stuffs.
hee.
wanted to buy bag but nvmd.
didnt had enough time.
had tons of fun with jean.
oh ya.
at night.
sorry if i didnt pick up your calls for those who called me.
or i may have picked up your call but didnt talk.
sorry.
was sleeping soundly.
hee.
and bee hoon.
suprisingly i only picked up your calls but didnt talk.
haha.
sorry.
zzt!
me not changing phone already.
cos bought memory card for phone and put few songs inside alr.
so no need waste money buy phone all la.
pity parents.
anyways.
bye bye.
gonna go and bath and rush to the library to study.
ALONE.
zzt.




WEDNESDAY
was a normal day.
i kinda forgot what happened.
but after school went straight to macs with lavi,mai,erika and nisha.
to meet ke ke.
then half way thru.
met her.
then went back to school.
went to malay room.
play play play until jas and cai came.
then study study play play stusy play study play.
ya.
reminds me of that time we were stuck in school.
haha.
and ya.
when i piggy back someone i was like wow you learn not to strangle ppl wen they carry you.
just when i finish saying that she strangled me.
haha.
not cute wad.
but ya.
then went dinner.
then i forgot what happened.
haha.
but had fun.
something was in my mind.
but i know it wont happened again.
so i forced myself to stop thinking bout it.
past is past.
too bad huh.
sigh.
ANYWAYS....


THURSDAY
studied at macs till late.
then i forgot what happened.
haha.
dots.
but what is that me and brudder went crazy taking pictures of ourself.
haha.
super funny la pls.

FRIDAY
today!
after school went macs with joy deanna they all.
study study study.
in between got fight among all those people.
as in.
with outside people ah.
long story.
shant elaborate.
then met bidin and jas for awhile.
then went off under the rain.
and here i am.
tomoro im going batam.
like when my prelims in a weeks time.
shit.
my parents la.
sigh.
shall bring books there.
im a good girl.
hee




WOOTS!
wah.
alfee.
the post in your blog.
wah!
so touching.
haha.
for those who thing wrongly.
alfee is just a very close friend of mine.
we talk on the phone cos we like to talk to each other.
we sms cos we like to sms each other.
we go home together cos we stay freaking near.
thats bout it.
anyway.
ALFEE.
try to think more positively.
dont always think of the bad side of the problem.
sometimes its just good NOT to think bout the consequences.
even tho it means looking for trouble.
ya?
and thanks for bothering bout me when im sick since yesterday.
thanks for caring yea?
: ) bye bye




THURSDAY
one of the best and worst days in my life man.
wore kurta(guy indian costume).
i looked yucks in it la pls.
but anyway.
my class was SUPER united okaye.
we somehow sat together.
then kept on dancing and singing to the songs the DJ played.
and took pictures the whole way.
then we were one of the last fews who stayed back in the canteen,
after that all of us rushed to parade ground.
to take pictures again.
haha.
then go class.
take picture again.
took class picture.
freaking cute la.
haha.
then after school i went macs with cassie siti fariza lavi and mai.
went to study for awhile.
then me and mai went back to school.
actually waited for ahma.
then end up went dinner with bahar karen and bidin.
bahar damn funny la.
haha.
then went home with bahar.
then got scolding and was grounded.

FRIDAY
i was grounded so had to be home by 1145.
becky came over.
instead of going home we went to bp.
haha.
then becky shop shop.
haha.
then stayed for awhile then she chao.
then i slept for THREE hours!
haha.
pig ryte.
tsk tsk.
haha.
then studied until damn late.


SATURDAY
rushed to jas house
thot i was late.
BUT SOMEONE was even later.
haha.
i having high fever.
then wiat wait for her to finish homeworking.
we were so DETERMINED to take BUS.
but end up taking...
CAB.
haha.
then went to bp for cassie's thingy.
bidin was scared to meet my frens.
but end up debbie ask her to go.
hha.
thenwe shout and scream okaye.
i thot bidin wont scream but she was de LOUDEST.
freaking high pitch okaye.
go deaf sia.
then jas and bidin left.
then hang around wif brother debbie and vanessa.
and they all la.
many hot hot people there.
haha.
CASSIE WAS HOT!
GO CASSIE!
haha.
oh ya i piggy back joyce.
din noe she was actually light.
haha.
then stayed till aorund 10?
ya.
you mught think im slow after i say this.
but i just realise.
hee.
I LOVE MOS BURGER'S TEA!
hee.
bye bye.






i was bored




STRESS
STRESS!
thats all i can think of.
today seriously NOT in a good mood.
ALOT of things happen.
sigh.
dont know la.
now talking to miss alfee law.
haha.
i whole day study can.
shit arse la.
ANYWAY.
today DIE.
naz.
DIE!
AHH!
haha.
gotta go..


fcuk it.
im missing you.
how how.
haha.
second thoughts....
NAH.
HAHA.
bye




HEY.
been a long time since i blog.
SOMEONE keep on asking me to blog.
haha.
so now i blog lor.
haha.
ANYWAY.
went out today.
watched pirates of the caribean.
YAY.
at last.
it was fun fun fun!
haha.
watched at plaza sin with cousins and cousin's fren/
now talking to chiobu ahma.
haha.
okaye.
i think thats all.
sick now.
:(
ANYWAY.
SOMEONE'S CRAZY OVER JOAKIM.
haha.
damn funny.
but she sleep already.
now talking to chiobu ahma.
okaye.
buay tahan already.
dont want to continue already.
byebye.


to BLANK: i like the way it is now.you bee hoon rite.haha. (if wrong person,malu jiak baluku sei)

to CHIOBU AH MA!: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! YOUR A TENNAGER NOW!HAHA!




i did this poem on 28june.


what if i told you your still on my mind?
what would your reaction be?
i bet you just cant be bothered,
cause time has changed and your no longer my ME.

since all those had happened,
day by day my feelings turned numb,
all my feelings for you slowly started to fade,
that when i think of you now ill find myself dumb.

incomplete.
haha.
sorry ah.
that time was abit emo.


okaye.
the poem i just did recently.
that time our journal.
our topic was rain.
and me and brudder was abit emo
haha.
esp ME~!
muaha.
instead of ENTRY i did a POEM okaye.
haha.
ms shen was shocked to see me even open my book.
haha.
okaye lets get started.


when it starts to rain,
my heart will be filled with nothing except pain,
i dont know why but it aches like hell,
ill be crying deep down inside,
but no one could tell.

cause to everyone im just a happy gal,
who doesnt face any problems,
and who gets whatever she wants,
just like the little tinkerbell.

when it rains,
it turns my mood all around,
to the extent that ill breakdown
just if i hear abit of her sound.

but i dont know why i feel this way,
i dont know and no one does
but i can do nothing bout it
cause all of that is just bout the past.

now i turn to the new me,
just cause of this particular person,
the person makes me think positive,
forget bout hurt i had even if it still burns.

im glad we met the other day,
whatever ive done, well it really pays,
maybe you dont know what you've done to me,
but you really did set my heart free.


MUAHAHA.
LAME RYTE?
HAHA.
sorreh ah.
told you i was emo okaye.
haha.
bye bye




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to hmm:excuse me miss.firstly thanks for dropping by.but if you really dont like the way i write my entries, then for what fcuk reson you even come to my blog?you so free isit.kao pei.i think i know who are you but i shant bother.bloody arse.


to debbie: HELLO! :)

to chiobu ahma: HAHA. hello chiobu ah ma!thanks for tagging.huh?your blog?i dont know your blog.haha.

to abidin carissa: Hey there.err.i never said anything bout your group.siao.ha.we so free meh.

to kuan hui: YO BRO! AHAHA! the only time we both can be ourselves and be crazy is being with each other then talk talk talk and be in our own world rite.haha.

to nadirah: Hey nad! ya. long time never talk to you already. anything feel free to talk to me ya? :)




people ask.
do you have feelings for that one.
you all know what.
i really dont know.
maybe by my actions you all think i do la.
but seriously.
i dont know.
maybe.
maybe not.
so ya.


ANYWAY.
yesterday.
talked to bidin.
its been a long time since we talked that long.
ya.
then after that talk to chiobu ah ma.
until sleep.
haha.
damn tired sei.



TODAY
is a boring day for me.
going out later with tht person.
will be okaye la.
i think.
since she likes to yack.
haha.
okaye okaye.
bye bye.




HELLO.
okaye okaye.
firstly.
today is half day.
WHICH din really made any diff la.
haha.
then rushed home.
for nothing.
thought of sleeping.
but fetched al from school.
was late.
i rush like mad okaye thinking that she was already waiting for me.
the truth was she was still in school.
idiot la she.
haha.
then waited for her.
then we took bus home.
it was damn crowded okaye.
then talk talk talk.
as usual.
al wad.
you know we talked for 3 hours yesterday?
eh.
let me re phrase.
SHE talk for 3 hours.
haha.
i just listen.
cause she yacks yacks yacks okaye.
haha.
okaye okaye.
gotta go.
bye




HELLO.
okaye okaye.
firstly.
today is half day.
WHICH din really made any diff la.
haha.
then rushed home.
for nothing.
thought of sleeping.
but fetched al from school.
was late.
i rush like mad okaye thinking that she was already waiting for me.
the truth was she was still in school.
idiot la she.
haha.
then waited for her.
then we took bus home.
it was damn crowded okaye.
then talk talk talk.
as usual.
al wad.
you know we talked for 3 hours yesterday?
eh.
let me re phrase.
SHE talk for 3 hours.
haha.
i just listen.
cause she yacks yacks yacks okaye.
haha.
okaye okaye.
gotta go.
bye




hey
me and brudder are sorry bout previous post.
let us make it clear.
jean me and brudder were fighting over the issue of jean's frens.
we were talking bout MISS JEAN'S group of frens.
then we foght fight say jean is ah lian.
netball captain.
but ah lian.
HAHA.
JEAN IS A PROFESSIONAL AHLIAN.
lovezxzx here.
lovezxzx there.
kao pei.
haha.
and ya.
we were not referring to other people okaye.
i mean if your offended, we're sorry ah.
but if after we say sorry you still not happy then..
orh too bad lor.
at least we said sorry when it wasnt even referring to you.
thank you.
bye bye




BRUDDER AND I.
DAMN FUNNY!
WE WENT MANY BLOGS TODAY AND WE LAUGH LIKE SHIT OKAYE!
HAHA.
OKAYE LETS TALK BOUT LOVE.
LOVE IS JUST LOVE.
NO MANYX MANYX OR LOTSXZ LOTSXZ OR WORXZX WORZXZ OR MUCHZXZ MUCHXZX OR BANYAK BANYAK OR WHATEVER SHIT LA.
WAD NONSENSE.
SHUT UP LA OKAYE.
ITS LIKE WE DINNOE THAT THE WORD LOVE CAN COME OUT OF SOMEONE SO EASILY.
SO OBVIOUS YOU ALL DONT REALLY MEANT WHAT YOU LL SAID LA PLEASE.
BUT THANKS FOR MAKING US LAUGH LIKE SHIT.
HAHA.
ITS LIKE THE SAME AS LIKE.
YOUR THE MOON IM THE SKY.
MIGHT AS WELL SAY YOUR THE CAR IM THE ROAD RITE.
DAMN NONSENSE LA PLEASE.
HAHA.
OKAYE.
IF ITS CALLED TREND.
THEN IM GONNA SAY THIS.
ME LOVE BRUDDER MANYXZX MANYXZX.
HAHA!
EEYER!
BRUDDER SAID: OH SHUT UP! HAHAHA




'NOTE TO SELF;
i miss you terribly
this is what we call a tragedy
come back to me
come back to me
to me'


'cause there's you and me
and all other people
cause theres nothing to do
theres nothing to lose

when theres you and me
and all other people
i dont know why
i cant keep my eyes off of you.'


'here without you baby
your still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby
and i dream about youall the time

im here without you baby
(i forgot..hee)
cause tonight girl
its only you and me'


'i didnt mean to fall in love with you
and baby theres a name for what you put me through
this isnt love its robbery
im living with the ghost of you and me'




i want to answer some people's question here.

firstly.
ex smart.
after i have her i will still not forget my frens.
thats for sure.
and you asked if i care.
i cant answer that.
my feelings for you turned numb long time ago
that i dont know how i feel towards you.
even as a fren.
but your not chucked one side.
just like my other frens.
so.
ya.
and good luck to you.
stay happy always.
if you know your a spare tyre to him,
dont continue.
BUT unless you like him alot,
den its abit hard not to continue.
i understand.
experienced it.
just do what makes you happy.
anything can come to me ya?
bye.


secondly.
jeanie.
ya.
both of us can make a good bestfrens.
but not more than that.
we tried.
so its proven.
and we cant do anything bout it.
just want to say good luck for upcoming matches!
play hard ya!
must win.
haha.


lastly.
the ones.
its done between us la.
i mean we still can be close and all.
but for me and her.
it wont exactly be the same.
but somehow its still the same.
but it can never be like last time.
now out of four.
theres one couple.
me and her are just frens or brother sister.
ya.
i hope you guys dont be so stubborn la.
we are not both of you.
we are not the same.
you guys may be happy together.
but for us.
the limit stops at being frens only.
even frens sometimes we quarrel.
can you imagine being together?
so please understand.




theres this someone who caught my attention,
my heart goes TUM TUM just wen i see B coming my direction,
i will start to get panic and no clue what to do,
but i just act calm and mind my own problem
but the facts was that i was peeping at you.

but too bad theres someone else in your life now,
how i wish that person could actually be me,
maybe im just dreaming too much,
how could it be possible that you'll fall for me,

okaye okaye.
i writing nonsense.
HAHA.
i went to that place that made me laugh like shit yesterday,
i laugh like shit again okaye!
haha!
damn EEYER.
buay tahan.
anyway i just want to tell this someone that
even though i have someone new in mind
it doesnt mean ill forget my frens okaye
anyway good luck with your doing in life now.
stay happy like this always!
and YOU.
your still sleeping like a pig la.
haha.
bye




SOME things made me laugh like shit just now okaye.
it somehow made me had GOOSEBUMPS!
haha!
shes just so funny!
her frens also!
haha!
see la.
write about it also make me laugh like shit!
HHAHA!
fcuk it man!
HAHA!
okaye okaye.
back to my entry.
recently ive been messaging this particular person.
haha.
(cloud nine..shh!haha)
from a DARE.
turns to become frens.
from frens turn to messaging partners.
from that now we became going school/home partners.
so fun!
haha.
that person never fails to make me happy tho.
her frens are scary man.
BUT.
nevertheless.
shes not.
thats all that matters.
muahaa.
okaye enough enough.


1st july
chloe's party.
met louisa at serene.
AS USUAL.
me and brudder were late.
my god!
oh ya.
my jeans were freeking loose okaye!
the whole way,
one hand for me to msg,
another to pull up my pants.
haha.
joyce was like lets buy you a rope.
haha.
then we took cab to chloe's dad restaurant.
then ya.
the day pass by.
was okaye.
her family's great man.
ya.
then left with brudder.
BUT went to the whole stretch of pet shops.
haha.
then end up went home same time as ahlex and louisa.
then met the person.
went home together.
then ya.
slept damn late la.
haha.
watch soccer.
I AM DEPRESSED!
BRAZIL LOST!
AHHH!!
i was like on the phone.
then i kept on shouting.
then she was like so pissed.
haha.

today
sleep wake up on the phone studied tv tv tv
haha.
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL AGAIN.
yay!
haha.
okaye she just msged me saying that i reply slow.
haha.
my fault ah.
you busy shopping.
idiot.
haha.
oh ya.
tomoro's gonna be my busy day man.
meeting her then gonna study together in the library.
haha.
let me emphasize.
STUDY!
haha.
we'll try.
haha.
okaye.
i better get going.
she'll just slaughter me la.
haha.
bye
toodles.

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