dis is not a song.
dis is nto a poem.
dis is how i feel inside.
you said i dun care.
maybe im not good at expressing myself.
but its you i tink bout everyday.
ill wonder wat ur doing wen im in class.
ill wish dat we bump to each other.
wen ur sad.
ill tink lik mad how to make you happy.
but i guess im not good enough.
im sorry.
i just cant be perfect.
i may be sad in school.
but wen i meet you,
all my sorrows fade away.
without fail,
you always brighten up my day.
im not being mushy or sweet or watever shit here.
im jus saying how i feel.
dat time i tried my best not to msg you whole day and not reply ur msgs.
is jus cos of HIM.
but i begin to accept de facts.
i cant control you.
ill jus accept hu you like and stuff.
i just wan you to noe dat ive not change.
im ME.
and i CARE for you.
not careD for you.
cos i still do.
i dono wat ur tinking now.
i dono how ur feeling now,
i just wanna ensure dat ur safe and sound.
as you wish
is wat ill say to you.
watever may come our way,
ill always stay true.
i promise




What am I supposed to do with all these blues
Haunting me everywhere no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go when will this night be over

Chorus:
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me


Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why the stars don't seem to guide me

Repeat Chorus

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call, following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over




i dno how im feeling rite now,
i noe dat for sure dat i like tyou somehow,
but do you feel de same way too,
i jus wanna sae dat i love miu miu.




mighty bidin is here to save de blog!!!
wooooooooooooo hoooooooooooo!!!
mind you im not a hacker..
i had permission ..
im a good girl.
aahahaha
super highh now la.
talking to butler on de phone.
butler says hi!
my miu miu is with her
screw all of you who tried to attack miu miu in fifis pocket during band!

twooooooo more days to butlers bdae.
heeeeeeeeeeeeee
hvnt buy present.
hehehe
ooooooops.

butler!!!
my contact lense dry like shit..
still talk to you.
out of point.
heeeeeeeeeeeee
okok

miss me!!
adios earthlings!!
bidin is leavin you puney mortals




MEMORIES OF 2005!





































im so onfused rite now.
i hate being confused!
you!
thanks to you!
i forgot ALL bout you already!
why do you have to come into my life again!
and confuse me!
wat are you trying to do!
i have enough of you!




HELLO
i just reached home from de docs.
back hurts like hell man!
MISS MY CLASS LIKE MAD!
BRUDDER! BESTIE!
ANIWAE.LONG TIME NEVER BLOG!




HELLO EVERYONE.
WELL WELL.
ITS ONI THE FIRST WEEK OF SKEWL.
BUT DE STRESS IN MY HEAD IS HUGE MAN!
MY MAIN TINKING IS ALL BOUT STUDYING.
NUTHING ELSE.
I GUESS YOU CAN CALL ME SUA GU.
YEA.
OH YA.
HAHAHHA/
YESTERDAY TALK TO MY TALKING PARTNER,
HAHAHHA.
USED TO TALKING TO SOMEONE OSO AH!
HOWEVER TIRED I AM,
I STILL HAVE TO TALK ON THE FON,
OR ELSE MY DAILY ROUTINE VERY INCOMPLETE WAN.
HAHAHHA.
HINT HINT.
SO YEA.
DEN EVERYTIME I TALKIN TO HER,
SOMETIMES I ALREADY ASLEEP OK.
BUT I JUS DUN WANNA PUT DOWN DE FON.
HAHAHA.
DEN YESTERDAY SHE FORCE ME PUT DOWN
HAHAHAHAH!
SO FUNNY.
IF I SLEEP TALK SO MALU JIAK BALUKU MAN!
HAHAH.
OK PRINCESS
I BLOG LIAO!
SMILE SMILE.
BUTTER SIGNING OUT.
HAHA.




well well.
2005 passed jus wif a click of my finger.
i somehow dun look forward.
wen we start skewl?
tmro.
without cheryl,arti,peizhen they all.
man! everythign will be different.




THE HARDEST THING IS TO SEE YOU LIKE SOMEONE,
THE ONLY THING I CAN DO FRO YOU IS TO BE BY YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU NEED ME.


-copyrighted by caiyan.




IM BLOGGING!!!
YAYNESS!
DOTS-Z!
AHAHHAA.
ANIWAES.
IM BLOGGING COS OF SOMEONE!
SHE SHOULD NOE HU SHE IS.
HAHAHA.
ANIWAES.
DIS HOLIDAY.
NOTHING MUCH.
BUT YEA.
IT WAS OK.
CELEBRATED NEW YEAR WIF CAI.
ON DE FON.
COUNTDOWN.
HAHAH.
SO FUN.
DEN YEA.
NOW LOOKING FORWARD FOR SKEWL REOPEN.
HAHAHA.
YUP.
OK.
PRINCESS,
LONG ENOUGH??
HAHA.
QUEEN PAMPERS PRINCESS.
BUTLER PAMPERS QUEEN AND PRINCESS.
PRINCESS GETS PAMPERED.
POOOOORRR BUTLER.




You were the best thing,
About 2005,
You became my best friend,
You kept me alive.
You made me smile,
You won my heart,
You're with me now,
So 2006 can start.
We had a lot of fun,
It was a year to remember,
So let's make more memories,
And head into 06 together.
It was a really great year,
And now that years through,
But the best thing about it,
Was the day I met you.




I can't believe this happened
It's all your fault
that's why im here
it's why you're there

I wanted to tell you
right there and then
but what would you have said?
you wouldn't have cared

You told me you loved me
you told me you cared
but then you left me
no goodbyes said

i'm still trying
to get over you
it's really hard
i cant stop thinking of you


NICE NICE?

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