cos we lost it all..
nothing lASt forever...
im sorry i cant be...
perfect..
now its just too late...
aND WE CANT GO BACK IM..
SORRY..
I CAN BE..
PERFECT...




hmm.hey!
talkin to cai now on de fon!
well.
im so looking forward for Harry Potter's new big shot movie!
woohoo!
17 nov!so gna watch it!
RUPERT GRINT![melts]
haha.oh ya.
im startin to be a fan of owen wilson!
god dam!
all de movies he act in.
i love them!
my dad oso tinks hes good.
D-UH!haha
hes not dat famous la.so dono hu else would lik him.
but wat i noe is dat.
IM UR FAN OWEN!!
DOTS.hahah




all taken wen we were suppose to have geog.outside 1/5.jasmine and cai said we were makin hell outa noise.HAHAA.DATS MY CLAS!


can u see my idiotic look?its cos i DINNOE she was takin our pic!hmmph!

awww.sooo sweeettt.my face makes dis pic nicer.HEE.E G O.

lovely us!hahha/actually it was suppose to be ONI jimin and alexia.
den i E G O.
den brudder.
den rachel.HAHAHA.

CAN YOU TEL DAT WE'RE ACTING RETARDED?HAHAHA




band was fun PLUS MALU JIAK BALUKU rthing ok!
mr tan make me and ame paiseh until cannot paiseh already lor.
cos ame sae if i sae DOTS she will draw line on my hand.and by that time i already had one BIG star on my hand and one stroke on my arm der.
den sudddenly i accidentally sae DOTS again,den she str8 away look at me.i was lik AH!den COINCIDENTALLY mr tan jus said dat we'll have break for 15 mins.
so wen i scream and laughed,he thot i was hapi dat we had break.
den hes lik fifi's doing solo later.shes too happy dat we're having break.
den de whole band laugh.den me and ame had to play solo.den after de break,de first thig he said was dat "ame,choose de bar u and fifi gna play solo for us."
den ame chose bar 81.so he said dis ok."OK,PLAY BAR 81."
den i act smart la.i told ame.ok we play bar 81 ONI.no needa go on.den he conduct.den we play.after bar 81,we STOP.den he was stil conducting.den he ask why we stop.den i sae.cos u ask us to play bar 81.you din sae bar 81 ONWARDS.den de whole band started laughin.even mr tan.den he sae."act smart ah you fifi.ok now you play bar 81 ONWARDS."i was lik ok.den abnd laugh again.me and ame cannot tahan already sei.haha.den we play ah.den he ask to emphasize de note.den i tongue very hard until cannot hard ok.den de band laugh again.hahahha.so funny sei.haha.ok.dono if u understand.but if u were der,i tel you ah.dam funny.me and ame laugh lik crazy de whole dae sei! okla.dats all.

how i wish you were here,
beside me to guide me in watveer i do,
give me your love and care,
i was NEARLY der,
i din realise,
now by de time i realise,
your feeings had fade away,
im too late.
REGRET.




sigh.
really bad mood now.
was in a good mood actually just now.
during sectionals.
cos of my section mates.
den went home wif brudder.
she break fast wif my family at my house.
den we go cut hair.
den we go BP.
she just went home.
now here i am.
in a very bad mood swing!
sigh.
nothing to sae laZ!
make me feel WORST!


you are just in ur own bloody world!
not caring whether im stil existing in dis bloody world!
always sae wat u wana sae,
i accept.
do wat u wanna do,
i accept.
but still,
even how much sacreifice i did for you,
ive LOST YOU now.

if i ever getta chance whether i wanna hold you tight or not.
i will hold you tight and never let go.
but it looks lik its too late.




we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.

the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.

if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.

as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."

and, i want to speak these words
but i guess
i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i

.and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.




TODAY WAS A HAPPY DAY FOR ME!!!
WEE!!!
HAHAHA.ESPECIALLY IN CLASS LA.
ME AND BRUDDER WHOLLE DAE OK!
HHAHAH.
THEN DURING BIO DAM FUNNY!
WE MADE A SONG FOR "OUR ENEMY"
I WROTE MOS OF IT LA.
SO FUNNY!
ITS DE ANOTHER VERSION FOR STAND BY ME.
HAHHAA.
YUP.
I SHALL POST IT ANOTHER DAE.
WELL JUST WANNA SAE DAT IM HAPPY TODAE.
HOPEFULLY MY MOOD SWINGS WONT COME BACK.
YUP.
SMIELSMILE.
WAVEWAVE.
BYEBYE.
DOTS!
BAND WAS FUN TOO.COS OF SYAMIRAH AND CHIN.
HAHHA.
OK.
LAZY TO TYPE ALREADY.
BYEBYE.
DOTS!




This is who I am
And this what I like
GC, Sum and Blink and Mxpx rocking my room
If your looking for me
I'll be at the showI could never find a better place to go

Until the day I die I promise I wont change
So u better give up
I don't wanna be told to grow up
And I don't wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don't wanna be told to grow up
And I don't wanna change
So u better give up
Cause I'm not gonna change
I don't wanna grow up

I like to stay up late
Spend hours on the phone
Hangin' out with all my friends
And never being at home
I'm impolite and I make fun of everyone
I'm immature but I will stay this way forever

Until the day I die I promise I wont change
So u better give up
I don't wanna be told to grow up
And I don't wanna change I just wanna have fun
I don't wanna be told to grow up
And I don't wanna change
So u better give up
Cause I'm not gonna change
I don't wanna grow up




wo xiang ni.
wo mei tian wan shang xiang ni.
wo mei tian wan shang xiang ni gei wo chian.
hahaha.
im bored.




wellwellwel.firstly.i wanna thank my brudder for accompanyin me de WHOLE dae todae in de HOSPITAL.hhhaha.ya.went der EARLY in de mornin.ya.den brudder came at ardm 2 plus?ya.den we watch tv at de visitors lounge.ya.den walk here and der.til ard 6 plus.den we went to kopitian to break fast.as in me la.brudder accompany me.ya.den break fast oni ah.both of us keep on saying we full.but we continued to buy food ok.hahha.so funny.den we went up la.den sat outside der.ya.den ders dis malay boy hus friggin cute la.A BABY.haha.so cute la.he and 2 other kids playing coins ok.den de baby pick up de coin and said HALO to de coin.den talk to it ok.me and brudder laugh lik one shit ok.den after sdat.brudder tlakin on de fon.den after dat de baby rite.he was playing de coin wif himself la.god.NOT STUPID WAT.he threw de coins and catch de coin.threw it catch it.over and over again ok.hahah.not stupid wat.hahah.so funny la.oh ya.den my parents send brudder home.ya.and here i am now.bleax.miss you.ALOT.i din go skewl todae.




dis i\was made for ME.
i jus feel lik typin it here.
yup.


sometimes i wish the past will come back,
cos ive missed all the conversations we've had,
together we laugh, together we cry,
stayed back in skewl till around five,
wat i noe is dat ders no turnin back,
so ders actually no more point grievin,
i miss all de conversations we've had,
always look 4ward for ur msgs,ppl tink im MAD,
but i really dun care wat other ppl might tink,
cos YOU are de reason y i always sing,
but i dono y i always feel down,
tinkin of the problems will just make me frown,
i dun understand why i get jealous for,
but wat i noe is dat dis feeling rages more and more,
but i guess i have to face the facts,
that i can never make it,
to even ever cross ur heart,
even for a tiny bit,
i dono if wat u said last time was real,
whether dat was how you really feel,
but wat i cna confirm with you is,
now im definitely NOT de one you will miss,
it doesnt matter if im not not in your heart,
but wat matters is i play my part,
to always make you happy and notta shed a tear,
and make sure that you dun face any fear,
how i wish i cam turn time back,
and enjoy all ur love in the past......

DOTS!




oki.jus now was a very long dae but an unforgettable dae for me and my class.after skewl we went for our CIP trip.we thot it was gonna be SIAN la.but ended up.now we're missing de folks.man!they are so cute la!i dun understand why their children must leave them alone to survive!wat are they tinking man!i meamn even if they are paying for de rent of the houses!must they leave their parents there?their all so lovely ppl.ok.lets talk bout de 2 neneks i made frenz wif todae.all of them were chinese.except for few malays.oni 2 ladies hu are malays.ya.so me and cassie were left to takkaire of them.cos they dono english.yup.thot it would be horrible.i was super scared la.den cos me and cassie were holdin hands de whole time.den my hand started pespiring.cos i was SCARED!haha.ya.den slowly made frenz wif de 2 neneks.thay are SUPER NICE.den we gotta noe each other la.everything went perfect!den took some pictures.oh ya.one of them is super shy in front of camera la.haha.so cute.they made my dae.let me forget bout my worries inside my head.den de sad part was at de last part.de giving of food.ya.de 2 nenek were fasting.so they couldnt eat.so wen i gave de food to them,they were lik "thank you thank you.now we have something to eat to break fast.thank you so much.can keep it for tmro oso."in malay.god dam!i nearly cried for a moment ok!one of them was tearing wen i gave her de food.nearly made me cry ok!wen both of them said dat.i told them dat i promise to visit them often to give them stuff.i insisted.den one of them de shoe spoilt wen we were walkin at de farm.im so gonna buy them new shoes.i PROMISE.i rathe spend my money on them to buy them food.rather than i spend on not important stuff that i wanna buy.dis is my promise to them.me and brudder planin to meet them again.wif some ppl from our clas.ya.miss them!will NEVER forget them.




last time i used to feel secured and loved by YOU.
but now it feels so different.
dun ask me why cos im not sure too.
it just feels different.
maybe its cos of my mood swings.
but wat im sure of is that now there is a HUGE gap between us.
how i wish you feel de same way as i do.
i noe u used to.
how i wish it wil come back.
i want dat time to come back!
i really do!
i miss dat YOU!
pls come back.
ill be waiting.
waiting pAtiently for you.




yay!im back!bahhah!ok.DOTS.me and brudder are stuck wif de word DOTS.i shall chnage it liao.DROTX!YAY!hahahah.ok.DOTS.ok fine!STOP!bleax.aniwae EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!now time to face de results!bleax!wanna die liao!dam scared la.heard dat dis year got ppl will retain la.hopefully im not one of them la.DAM!.ya.dats all la.i mean ya la.OBVIOUSLY i dun wan retain.even if i dun wanna grow up.yea.

HAPPY BELATED BIRFDAE TO MY BUDDY CHIN!
GOD BLESS.

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