i jus wan you to noe,
dat you're very special to me,
ill always try my best to do something,
just as long as you're happy,

just wen i see you smile,
it brights up my day,
wen you talk to me and make me laugh,
it makes me happy till i dono wat to sae,

but jus wen i see your frown,
my heart aches lik hell,
i dono why i dono how,
but dats how i felt,

even tho you always get angry with me,
i jus dun seem to get angry wif you,
cos i noe watever happens between us,
you will always stay true,

but why oh why,
thse days wont stay long,
why mus i leave dis place,
where i actually felt belong,

i not oni felt belong,
i felt loved and cared,
just by the precious times,
dat you an me share,

i wonder how ill live a day,
without getting scoldings from you,
without getting bullied by you,
and all the stupid stuff dat we both do,

i dono if you'll find a replacement for me,
or maybe slowly ill be a faded memory,
but wat i can promise you is dat,
no one can EVER be the replacement
for my ME.

be it shes cool,
be it shes pretty,
she can NEVER be you,
no matter how good she can be,

i really wanna make the times we've left,
to be the best out of the best,
after i leave dis place,
our friendship will actually be a test,

but i noe both of us will do jus good,
with or without one of us being around,
cos i noe dat our friendship is true,
and everything will be all safe and sound...


well.hmm.does dis poem make sense?
if it doesnt ,sori. you should noe im nad at it.
but de main point is dat.
i wanna tell you dat im really gna miss you ok/
ive appreciated and i still do.
i hope you do too.
im really scared to actually tink bout how its gna be like later after i leave.
but jus noe dis ok.
no one gna replace you.




Your someone i hold close to my heart
someone kind, caring, funny and smart
everything you do is just so great
you really are my best mate

your always there when i need to talk
and your always willing to go for a walk
you've helped me so much, you always know what to do
I'm so glad i have a friend like you

when your feeling weak inside
you can always come to me to confide
i promise you we'll never fight
I'll always be here day or night

your like my angel sent from the heavens above
sent to me to shower me with your love
your my best friend and always will be
someone who will always be very special to me




firstly.
band was SUPERB FUN!!!!
me and my section as usual went crazy until cannot crazy la!
HAHAHA.
every single dae every single minute every single second luagh ok!
HAHAA.
first day.
nuthign much la.
practice and stuff.
den second dae was de dae man!
de games de TALENTIME de GRAD DINNER!
GAMES WAs fun!
dirty and wet!
cos of KAYMIN ah my slippers spoil!
thanks to her and shuwen.
run after me wif eggs!
hahaa.
den my group was super fun!
i was d eleader
but hu cares.
no diff.
hahah.
my geroup consists of
me,joey,elizabeth,nadirah,tamlyn,teng teng
we're de DOTS.
hahah.
and we won 3rd prize!
haha!
anw.
ya.next was talenttime
we changed our mind 3 times ok!
first is one tune dat we dun lik.
den we changed to one super nice song ok!
den everything settled already.
den skali after games.
de juniors asked me.
fee,do you rmb de tune?
i was lik SHIT! I FORGOT!!!
we tried our best to rmb but we cant!
haha.
den last minute.
pick up another tune.
HAHA
den comes to grad dinner.
i had to wear SANTA SUITE!
it was super small la!!!
but nvmd.i stil wore.
den bcm de MC wif margaret.
den comes de real talent time.
den my section turn.
we screwed up at first.
den i asked if we could restart.
de whoole band laughed.
dono y but ya.
den we managed to BREAK THRU!!!
HAHAHA
ya.
daTS ALL.
den all 2 nights!
de BELL!
haiyooooo
irritating!
hahah.
yup.
overall.
BAND WAS FUN!
my entry today not long wat!
haha!
i had more time spent wif my bestie.
and so cool la.
both of us had no. one for one of the game.
onni both of us got it la.




I MISS MY GOODFRENZ!
ALEX,CHERYL,CHLOVE,BRUDDER!!!
ESPECIALLY BRUDDER!
DONO HOW LONG I DIN TALK TO HER LA!
HAHA.


to brudder:
hey.
you noe wat.
rmb de times oni us togetehr.
den we go out.
laugh lik siao.
never tink of AHEM.
ya.
wat we thot of was jus plain FUN.
i miss dat man!
rmb coffee shop near alexia house?
rmb alexia?
HAAHAHH.SO FUNI.
den rmb dat time we went shopping.
den our TAMAGUTCHI.
haha.
we were so excited bout dat man!
den its lik oni few weeks,
den dono wat happen to ours.
esp MINE.
ahven one day liao.
den kena confiscated.
hahaha.
den rmb after mcdonalds.
de girl!run after de bus!
AHAHAH!
den de maid!
den squirrel!
HAHAH!
man!
mnissed it man.
we ahve to go out some more k brudder!






all your promises
are now all lies,
all the smiles now,
has turn to cries,
all the love,
became all hatred,
you used to make me happy
but now im always hurt,
thanks for showing me wats pain,
cos it has made me stronger,
tho its hard for me to accept still,
but i ensure you dis feeling \wont stay any longer.
i promise.

-fifi-




Tonight she made me cry.
It was this night that my angel flew away, back into the sky.
She said she just wanted to be friends,
so for now I'm here, waiting for her to fly back into my loving arms again.
If only she knew, how much she meant to me,
Maybe she wouldn't have gone.
But for now, all I can say, with tears in my eyes,
Is, So long. So long beautiful, I'll miss you everyday.
And now as the world turns Grey, with out the loving arms of your embrace.
My heart stands still, and my mind tries to forget,
about the best of my days.
Because they were with you,
and the memories cause me pain.
You were my poison, my only one.
My main state of happiness, my shining sun.
and even all the beauty in the sky,
could not compare to you.
but you dinnoe,
i loved you once.


ok guys.i noe wat ull tnikin.ok.dis means nuthign to me.i jus love de way de person write de poem.




people sae wen you lose ur memory,
everything will be gone form ur head.
well,
now i wish i could suffer from dat.
cos i jus dun seem to be able to get you out of my head.
i thot i could.
but im wrong.
it seems like it was just yesterday wen we were
sitting and laughing together,
without me noeing,
POOF!
its gone.
dinnoe it will go so soon
and turn out all de times has became memories.
im jus a faded memory.
well you noe wat.
ill make sure you will be too.




i guess im jus too late.
i thot de days we had together stay.
but i guess im wrong.
you changed.
maybe i changed.
everything changed.
i guess wat ill jus have to do now is jus.
accept it.
and move on.

but i still hope and pray for you to come back to me.
every single day i pray.
for all de smiles and laughters we've had together.
will come back.
but i guess we cant turn back time.
how i wish i could.
so dat de time which used to be perfect will be here again.
but.
its no use cos nothign can be changed.




today was super fun!
met up wif juniors.
cai,fish,bidin,karen,zm,joanne,glad,chin.
ya.
i was late as usual!
i was LOST ok!
looking for stupid seoul garden !
den stayed der for lik so long!
haha.
gave de waiter de leftover cake.
hahaha.
den went to ARCADE!
SPENT 15BUCKS!!!!
I WON 2 TIMES!!!
YAY!
won bidin and glad!
bidin kept on hitting me cos i always make her car overturn.
HAHAHA.
den went to de ipod thingy.
they all lost again.
bidin and cai were NEARLY der but NOT der!
hahaha.
ya.den went suntec wif cai,fish,chin and glad.
met brudder!
hahaha.den went off after walkin around.
went off wif chin and glad.
SO FUN!
aniwae.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZM AND BIDIN!




THANKIEW JOANNE LIM~!!
FOR TELLING ME HOW TO UPLOAD SONGS!
THANKIEW!
HAHAHA.
BIG ENOUGH?
HAHHAA!




hello!
hello!
hello!
talking to cai now.
shes trying to hint to me to write de word which starts wif P.
haha.i shal pretend i dono anyrthing.
haha.ok.
err.nothing much happened today.
yesterday was a hit!
its like freaking fun at auntie house man!
i became de video woman for de dae!
cant believe auntie actually trusted me wif her precious video cam!
aniwae.ya.
we gotta spray our hair watever colour we want.
den had temporary tatoo.
SO FUN!
haha.yah.
aniwae.
i jus put down wif cai.
blea.tink made her angry.
not again.
gosh.why do i always make ppl angry.
sori cai.:(
past 2 days never talk at nite ah i SUPER bored.
serious.
cos its kinda of a daily routine for me to talk to you at nite or shal i sae morning.
haha/ya.
so wen i actually said...
"oni 3 days la.so?"
i din mean it k.
:)sorex princess.
raaaaar.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIDIN!!
BEST BUD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL GIRL!!
MAY ALL UR HOPE AND WISHES COME TRUE!
GOD BLESS!



I MISS DE EGO CONVERSATIONS WE'VE HAD.
MAYBE I CHNAGED.
BUT YOU SERIOUSLY DID.
I DUN MIND YOU BEING VERY GURLY.
GIVE ME TIME TO ADJUST.
THANK YOU.
SORRY IF IVE BEEN WEIRD.
DE REASON Y IM WEIRD IS COS UR WEIRD.
ANIWAE.
I PROMISE ILL TRY MY BEST TO BE LIK LAST TIME.
I JUST HOPE YOU'LL TRY TOO.
I WANNA BRING JOY TO OUR FRIENDSHIP LIK LAST TIME.
I MISS THE PAST.
IT USED TO BE PERFECT.







aniwae dad bought mp3 for me!
yay!
i dun care wat brand oso i happy sei!
de small creative mp3!
goshZ!
love my parents!




HELLO!
AFTER SO LONG I DIN BLOG LA!
NOT IRRITATING VAT!
HAHAH.
ANIWAE.
ALOT OF STUFF HAVE BEEN HAPPENING!
BAD STUFF HAPPENED FIRST BUT NOW STARTING TO GET OVER IT!
YEA.
WHY WAIT IF THE PERSON IS NOT WORTH FOR RYTE?
SO YEA.
THO FEELINGS ARE STILL DER BUT YEA.
WHO BLOODY CARES!
ANW.
AT DAD'S SKEWL NOW.
GONNA INVADE DIS COM FOR DE WHOLE DAY!
YAYNEESS!
HAIYA.
AFTER SO LONG NEVER BLOG I DONO WAT TO BLOG LIAO!
BLEAH!
RAAAAR.
OH YA.
THANK "PRINCESS"
FOR INVADING MY BLOG!
HAHAHA.
BYEBYE.
DUN MISS ME TOO MUCH!




CAIYAN INVADING HERE!(:
ITS LYK 1.30AM NOW HAHA! MIDNIGHT!
SO FUN LAH! AHHA TALKING TO FEEFEE!
TODAY HAD SEC1S LAU PAT SAT PERFORMANCE!
OH MAN! SO SCREWED! AHHA!
HOPE THE PERFORMANCE WAS ALRIGHT.
A BIG THANKS TO ALL SENIORS WHO CAME
TO SUPPORT US!(: SO FUN WITH THEM!
THEY SANG ALONG WITH US! AHHA.
FEEFEE EXTRA LAH! AHAHHAHA. SO FUNNY.
OKAYY! THEN WENT BACK TO SCHOOL!
THEN WENT TO MACS! STAYED TILL ARD 10.45!
THEN GLADYS'S FATHER FETCH ME HOMEEE! AHHA BYEBYE


PRINCESS!(:FEE LOVES CAI! HAHAHHA! EGO

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