Monday, March 19 ♥
let me just summarise today.
everything sucks except for the concert and going home time.
with cai and jassy.
both of you.
i just need both of you to be happy.
seriously.
besides al and joyce and my class.
your the two closest juniors and friend to me.
i just want you both to know tht.
to whoever you may think this refers to.
everything tht i wanna say to you is alr in the letter.
i dont care wht your reaction be.
if thats IT for us even being friends,
i dont think you care anyway what right.
you have your other friends whom you love alot.
you dont need me.
you never did.
right?
to come to think of it,
you never really cared do you.
anyway,
i just want to thank you lar ok.
for everything.
in good ways in bad ways.
two years of waiting.
wow.
oh wells,
you dont care do you.
who am i right?
just a piece of shit waiting desperately for your attention only what.
just fucking little shit.
im just an irritant to you.
just a bugger.
everything i do seems to be wrong.
just everything.
i try so hard to please you.
i try so hard to understand.
but you just dont see all these.
now listen to me,
do what you want.
i wont say i dont care.
i do.
but i wont.
cause it seems tht thats what you want me to do right?
and not to msg you?
not to talk to you?
seriously,
if thats what you want.
ill do it all.
cause thats what YOU want me to do.
cause its all for you.
♥remembered yesterday @ 12:37 AM
