Tuesday, August 8 ♥
i have to let this feelings out.
i dont think i can keep it inside anymore.
in the past.
who made me depress.
you.
who made me fucking sad.
you.
who made me CRY.
you.
who made me go high.
you.
who did i sacrifice everything for.
you.
who do i look forward in meeting.
you.
who do i care most about.
you.
but HEY.
get up!
thats the past.
now is now.
im glad all thats over.
to all my frens who cares bout me.
i know ive been having on and off feelings for her.
and all of you got pissed when you know im in contact with her.
and i know its all for my own good.
i know you all care for me.
and i really appreciate that.
thanks you guys.
ill listen to you all.
as some of you say.
the past is past;
it'll never return
we have to get them out of our head
even though it burns.
ANYWAY.
today celeb HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
SO HYPER I TELL YOU.
made frens with few sec ones i think.
cos i was like "bullying" them.
haha.
they were so dead.
then i was like. MOVE man.
haha.
then they laugh.
then we made frens and all.
fun la.
haha.
then rushed to SOCIAL STUDIES.
my gawd!
i was like paying attention la.
after that rush to meet al and jas.
waited for bu for 45 minutes.
then went town.
met up with bahar and grace.
damn funny la.
then walk walk walk until cenei.
so fun.
took neos and all.
and then me bahar al and jas took bus.
but all except bahar dropped off at school bus stop.
it was nice of al to follow me back to art room and help me out.
and my frens are okaye with al.
and then we went macs.
after that...
went HOME.
but al was dizzy in the bus.
so asked her to take cab home from my house there.
then she went home.
and here i am!
haha.
maybe.
if the cut gets deep,
im no more the one who'll be there to care.
im sorry but i got to move on with my own life.
i dont know.
♥remembered yesterday @ 7:54 PM
