Friday, June 2 ♥
shit me la.
i don freakin noe wads wrong wif me la.
im jus bein an ass here la.
but i cnt take it.
i HAV t tel u wads in my mind.
im kinda sick and tired about dis ah.
but even so,
i cant let you go.
i noe i cant.
its hard for me to do dat.
a ya.
dno la.
somehow ive got enough la.
i mean.
wen i don msg, you angry.
but u don msg, do i get angry?
YES, but iv NEVER said anth.
wen ur angry, ull scold me.
did i sae anything?
NO.
you noe why?
cos i would even allow you to beat me or watever,
just as long as you feel better.
you have two sides.
maybe i have too.
i may never noe.
but im jus sayin wads in my mind.
one side, im very important to you.
another side, im just another someone in your life.
i mean.
i fcukin dno y.
after noein dis,
i stil cant let go of you.
even after knowing,
you might even be liking someone else now.
HOW SHIT I CAN BE RITE?!
thinking of it,
DRIVES ME MAD OK!!!
i can be dam fucking angry!
but wen ur nice to me and all,
my anger
automatically disappear.
i dno why.
i mean like.
you may say you like me now.
and without me ur nothing and blabla.
on dat point,
i
can be VERY sure dat all dat
is true.
but i cant put my hopes too high.
cos dat may not happen the next day.
cos you may not like me the next day.
and might like another perosn another day.
im tired..
maybe to you its nothing that im tired of all this.
cos i may be nothing.
but now i wont care.
cos im tired.
and had enough
♥remembered yesterday @ 7:37 PM
