Tuesday, June 20 ♥
idont hate her.
but yet i dont like her at the same time.
i dont know why whenever i see her.
ill just go blank.
dont know to hate or to what.
if i follow my heart.
god dam.
i really want to hate her.
but for what rite?
its all crap la.
another thing ah.
i dont know why.
ill wait for YOUR message like a...
errr
dog wanting a bone?
haha.
no la.
i mean.
suddenly i have the urge to talk to you.
instead of her.
maybe i dislike her cos of you.
i dont know.
but what i know you keep her out of my mind.
shit.
dont tell me i like you AGAIN.
i did once and i am again?!
shit.
hope not.
but i just want to thank you for being there.
and naz too.
thanks/
okaye.
today still had fever.
but suprisingly my temperature went down.
thank god.
parents nearly dont allow e go to school.
then went to meet bidin and cai.
ok not important bout that.
den actually wanted to go home okaye.
then stupid huiling ask me pass her chocolates to her PERSONALLY.
then no choice i walked to school.
then went for band.
then waited for huiling like wait for money drop from sky.
haha!
then she thanked me and al la.
then thought just wanna stay there for awhile.
then mr tan was like feefi you not playing?
obivously ill play rite!
miss my tuba like mad man!
haha.
so i played ah.
had exchange programme with queenstown sec.
tuba section okaye la.
not so band/
gotta bond. (somehow)
sorry you all.
but i cant remember your names cos all chinese names.
hee.
very difficult.
but ya.
then i rushed off after band.
met naz for awhile to pass her stuff.
then went home.
and here i am.
okaye.
bye bye
♥remembered yesterday @ 6:42 PM
