Sunday, June 18 ♥
i seriously dont know where to start,
but wht im gonna say all comes from my heart.
now i feel so lost and confused,
all just cause of the stupid you,
SHE never fails to make me happy,
but i cant understand why it just cant be you.
why must it be someone whose not so important to me,
why must it be someone else,
i couldnt understand anything till i read your blog,
well,everything from there tells.
all the promises turns to lies,
all the smile turns to cries,
all the happiness crashes and became sadness,
all the sweet memories to me are all just curse.
well of course we are still friends and all,
but when you turn into that someone i start to hate you,
cause its not only the person i like,
that person is also not the bestfriend i use to have too.
when that time i told you that i had enough,
you said you hated yourself and will try to change,
well i wont deny that you did tried and changed,
but too bad it was only a temporary change.
cause now you're back to that person,
now i can be so angry at you till i cant describe,
but wht i know that somehow itll all fade away,
and when you need me i would still be by your side.
well i admit that i am that stupid person,
who still likes you even after being treated like a junk,
whose not important person in your life,
seriously after i read that my heart just sunk.
you can find me irritating talking bout this kinda stuff always,
but come on man,try being in my shoes and you will know why,
if you were in my shoes,you would left me long time ago,
you know why im stil here?cos i still love you.that is why.
but i guess the way how i feel should stop,
cause im just being a stupid bloody fool,
cause im just not appreciated by you after all ive been through,
i just want to inform you that its not true,if you think we're cool.
cause im now thinking of stopping everything,
i know ive said lots of time,
well that shows how many chances i gave you,
but now i just have to face it that ul definitely not fit to be mine.
you said you cant msg and all,
if i meant at least something important to you,
you should at least had made an effort to maybe call or smth,
but you didnt.so you get wht im trying to say do you.
okaye i guess i said enough,
maybe i should appreciate other people who cares for me,
rather someone else who treats me like junk,
i dont know if ul read this but i hope you do cos i want you to see.
♥remembered yesterday @ 9:22 PM
