memories of-yesterday

Sunday, May 21 ♥

every message that i get,
i hope that it'll be yours.
but it turns out to be hers.
how i wish
you has missed me
even for a lil.
but you din.
i din message you.
it din make a diff.
well now it has proven.
i don mean alot.
maybe you said my friendship mean the world to you.
ya.
my FRIENDSHIP.
but not me.
well.
no point bragging la.
seriously no point.
i might say i give up on you.
actions speak louder than words
it might not be easy.
but ill definitely try.
try to be your bestfriend again.
try to be your friend again.
try to trust you again.
its tough.
but ill try
befor i can try all that.
i HAVE to get over you.
i have to stop being the one who misses you.
stop being the one sided fool who begs for you.
wats the point.
its like being one freaking loser.

maybe going on with someone else will change it all.
maybe.
maybe not.
but my friends ask to give it a try.
do you know even after what you've done to me.
i really don wish to look at other people.
and go for them?
argh!
just forget about it la fee.
if she don care,
why must you be the one?

/goodbye
till then;

♥remembered yesterday @ 5:46 PM