Sunday, March 19 ♥
well.
ok.
LOTS of things happen yesterday.
i shant wat exactly happen.
but i really went MAD yesterday.
all feelings add together.
i was angry,mad,crazy,depressed?
i dono.
i just wasnt myself.
YOU!
you really made me go wild yesterday.
i guess i was too patient and kept too many things inside.
dat yesterday i just had to burst and throw everything out.
you never told me anything.
till yesterday.
i dun need you to sae nd tell me nice things you noe.
i jus dun wan you to go.
i dun wan you to be wif me jus cos you pity me.
i want u to be wif me on ur own will.
but you never told me anything.
so i have NO clue wat ur tinking and all.
i dun even noe if u tink de same as i do.
and all.
i dono.
yesterday you told me the truth.
but im not really convinced dat u actually noe wat ur doing.
i mean.
are you very sure bout wat you said?
can you really promise me you wont go away?
how sure are you?
all dis.
i dono.
please stop tinking dat ill be happier wif other ppl.
hu cares bout dem.
i dun care.
im happy wif de way it is now.
and wif de perosn im wif now.
so why bother bout dem?
i tink i shant sae anymore.
i just want to tell you dat.
lousy 2 likes smart2 alot.
and cares bout smart2 alot too.
lousy2 just want smart 2 to be sure on wat shes doing.
and make up her mind.
lousy2 will wait.
dats a promise.
i wanna thank jean for being der and bro.
thanks.
and sis,
sorry.
cai,
sorry.
you,
....?
♥remembered yesterday @ 1:59 PM
