Thursday, July 21 ♥
k.today had racial harmony day celebration!yea.wore boy one.hiaz.din care wat ppl wil sae la!oh ya!den brudder.ya.both our dat one oso ah wore de same colour as us la!dam happy la!hgahhahagahahh!k.watveer shit la!ya.den after dat.got band.was so tiring.at first was dam fun la!my section!as usual la.hee.den afetr i dam HYPER!haha.as usual too.ya.den after de long long dae.still got de reahersal la!haiyo! so tiring can!move here and der!haizhiaz.aniwae.ya.haiz.im jus feelin.as in realli sick la.sumhow got fever.den confirm i losin my voice!bahhh!talkin is my lIFE!ahhhh!!haiz.lookin at YOU jus breaks my heart!cos i noe for de facts dat ull NEVER be mine!haiz.i miss you so much!i jus cant go on!im jus outa my mind!i realli dono wat to do!you'll look another direction,ill look another direction!wats dis!ah!all dis shit!first is zebra!now you too???all of you jus wanna hurt me rite!make me love you den jus let me SUFFER!in PAIN!i need sumone to guide me de way.i need sum1 to show me love.i eed sum1.to ensure me dat everything's alrite.how i wish YOU may be de ONE!baby im missing YOU!why do YOU take my heart away!why did YOU exist!why!why all dis SHIT!ahhhh!
but my heart stil goes to zebra most!im sorry but its NOT easy to forget bout YOU!i dun bloody care watever all frekain ppl wil sae k!i dun bloody care!cos you noe why!you took my breathe away.you snatch my heart away.wen i see you,my hear5t betas faster!but WHY!why do i satil lik you wen i noe for real dat u hate me so much!to forget bout you, i tried alot of stuf.thot if i jus look at another person it'll chnage ME!but it DIN!thot by me likin 16 it'll change my feelings!but now worst!i tink im falling for 16!i cant take it!why all dis!thanks to YOU!if i din had loved you,dis wouldnt happen!!!ahhh!
carved your name on my heart.
write ur name on my hand wif blade.
wad more can i do to make you realise dat i love you more than anyone can do!
ill even risk my life for YOU!
i love you.
♥remembered yesterday @ 9:04 PM
