Thursday, June 2 ♥
i still love you and i noe i have to stop lying to myself..now its lik de 4th moth??gosh! dats long man!din bother bout for 1 n a half moth..i suffered in pain!cos just to forget bout u for a second is a TORTURE!wat about a month man!shit la!den yesterday talked to you!OMG!TALKED TO YOU OK! iw as so sos so so so so so HAPI!!!hear ur voice just makes me happy!den wen u laugh..just melts me!c u smile makes me melt more!
wen i look into ur eyes,its realli an undescridable thing!seriously!n wen i close my eyes..i can see ur face..smiling to me..wen i hear ur voice..!! gosh! its unbearable!after all dis nice things..den wen i think bout de truth de facts! it HURTS DEEPLY!!realli!! just knowing de truth bout you dun even bother wehther i exist..just hurts me.day by day..u break my hurt..now my heart is CRASHED all cos of YOU!dun ask me who! cos YOU know hu im referring to..cos YOU know i DO LOVE YOU!but u prefer not to...wat is dis??i do all de sacrifice for you..n u enjoying hurting me?? wats dis?why mus i always get hurtful things in return? why???
♥remembered yesterday @ 3:22 PM
