Saturday, May 7 ♥
haiz...here i am alone again...
wishing dat my life could end,
you said dat both of us were still frenz,
but are u sure dats wat u realli meant????
haiz....okie! now im lik pissed...lonely...depressed...and vatever else la!!! ahh!!! today is saturday..cant wait fer monday! i noe im lik being weird here cos im lik maybe de oni one looking forward for monday which is a skewl day...yup! but i have my own reasons ya! haiz...im dam sad can! its been 21 days since i msg or talk to you! i cant believe it! its an improvement! ya...but u noe wat...it takes me ALOT of EFFORT!!! and have to go thru ALOT OF PAIN IN ME!!!!! AHHH!!!! why am i facing dis shit!!!! why!!! you are der laughing all de way...being hapi everyday...wat abt me???? crying here all alone??? but u noe wat....seeing you smile is enough to make me feel satisfied...haiz! why wen u c me...u MUZ ALWAYS pretend dat u dono me n i NEVER existed in ur life!!! why!!! i din even disturb you! why muz u do dis to me???haiz...i realli dono wat to sae...
now...oltho im going fer another person..ill never forget bout you!!!! never!!! ull never be replaced! de person dat im going for now is just cute, sweet n blabla...but its no match to you! hee...my frenz were telling me to think bout ur bad sides and i can forget bout you...u noe wat...i realise u have ALOT of BAD sides u noe...but ill never stop loving you! i love you! i hope for de dae ull love me too! i wanna b loved!!!! i love you! an dwilll always do!
♥remembered yesterday @ 11:27 PM
